A Night at the Museum with the Carnival of Lost Emotions

Eleanor Betts is a PhD candidate in the School of History at Queen Mary, University of London, researching Victorian responses to children who killed. Eleanor also writes a National Trust blog about the lives of servants in Ickworth House in 1935. You can follow her on Twitter @BettsEleanor.

Eleanor was part of the team involved in the most recent outing of the Centre for the History of the Emotions’s ‘Lost Emotions’ Machine – an experience which she reflects upon in this post..


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“Roll Up Roll Up, Come and Experience the Carnival of Lost Emotions and Be Prepared to Be Amazed…”

In June 2014, the Carnival of Lost Emotions returned for a sixth run. Visitors to Universities Week, part of the Late Night events hosted at the Natural History Museum, were able to experience for themselves emotions of the past. Dr Chris Millard, Rebecca O’Neal, Richard Firth-Godbehere and Eleanor Betts donned the clothes of our ancestors and introduced members of the public to the Lost Emotions Machine. With a spin of a dial to locate a certain date, a few clicks of a switch, and the manoeuvring of levers – ‘hey presto’ a lost emotion appeared. These included frenzy, accedia, melancholy, incubus, hypochondriasis, moral insanity, shell shock, and oxytocin. All of these past emotional states might include symptoms that are familiar to us today, but underneath the apparent similarities there is a world of difference in how the people of the past recognised and understood feelings we now term ‘emotions’.

Under the shadow of the great Diplodocus in the main hall of the museum visitors found out that emotions are not universal or eternal. They are in flux and are influenced by the social and cultural context in which they are experienced. For instance the lost emotions accedia and shell shock were geographically dependent; accedia on medieval monasteries and shell shock on early twentieth-century battlefields.

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Accedia was an emotion suffered by monks in the Middle Ages, an emotional state intrinsically attached to the geographical and architectural designs of a monastery. It followed spiritual crisis and involved severe bouts of despair, tiredness, sloth, and distaste for the monastic life. Though the symptoms might sound like those of clinical depression the monks of the Middle Ages did not understand or explain their feelings in the same way we do now. They did not have the scientific knowledge, or language based on this knowledge, that we have today. Emotional states were understood in spiritual terms. Accedia was the result of a loss of faith, an emotion that should be endured almost as a self-inflicted punishment.

Charles Darwin’s statue sat at the top of the grand staircase in the main hall and watched as the Carnival of Lost Emotions displayed how an individual’s experience of an emotional state is determined by the environment in which they live. Emotions, and how we understand emotional states, adapt according to social, economic, political, and cultural change. For instance how is, and how was, love understood? In recent years it has been argued that the chemical, oxytocin, produces the feelings we associate with the emotion ‘love’. Increased levels of this hormone are found in newly partnered couples and oxytocin is believed to induce feelings of trust and affection between mothers who breastfeed babies. Before our knowledge of neuroscience, though the sensations of certain feelings might have been similar as they are today, love was not understood as a chemical reaction and was expressed in many different ways. A medieval form of love was devotio. This was the love of Jesus and focused on the Passion of Christ. This form of love was all-consuming and was often expressed in the infliction of self-pain – to share in Christ’s suffering. This might not be the form of love we are familiar with, but it was very real and very important to ordinary people in the Middle Ages.

Notions of familial love have also varied throughout history. In the early modern period, for instance, the love of a child in a family of puritans was best expressed by a strict parent. Love of God was the love that guided a person, and it was believed that cosseting a child would not instil that love of God in them. Things began to change, however, with the rise of sensibility in the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries. Here the love of a child was best expressed with compassion and affection – the form of love we recognise more today.

The Carnival of Lost Emotions also exposed how notions of ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ emotions have changed over time. For example there were certain forms of anger that were acceptable to express in public before the nineteenth century. Duelling between the male elite was not an uncommon occurrence and in the Middle Ages a certain degree of anger was considered to be a necessary part of chivalry. Furthermore in the nineteenth century if a husband argued that he killed his wife because she had been having an affair the emotion of jealousy was accepted as a mitigating circumstance. This seems absurd to us today, but it was perfectly understandable in a society that exercised a number of double standards.

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So what does this all mean? Why invite members of the public to experience lost emotions of the past? This approach to history allows historians to consider how individual people understood themselves in the past, as individuals and as part of the community in which they lived. If we recognise that a fixed number of emotions have not existed since the beginning of time, and that emotional states are not felt and understood in the same way (both in the past and in different cultural communities) then we can understand more about who we are and who we were. We are not mere machines controlled by a set programme of emotional states. We find it hard enough today to express how we feel and understand where we belong in the big wide world. Why assume that it was any simpler in the past? This adds a new level to the study of history, and the public who experienced the Carnival of Lost Emotions last week seemed to go away feeling satisfied that emotions in the past could be very different from how we understand them today.


Click here to read more about the Carnival of Lost Emotions and watch a short video

Blondie’s ‘Rapture’ vid is a cultural history of ecstasy

I was reading Evelyn Underhill’s wonderful chapter on ecstasy and rapture, from her book Mysticism, and it made me want to listen to Blondie’s ‘Rapture’ (Underhill always has this effect on me). So I watched the video on YouTube, and realized it was a sort of hip-hop commentary on the role of ecstasy and rapture in western society. Have a look:

So first of all, you meet the main character of the video, Baron Samedi, the voodoo god of trance, who supposedly possesses and ‘rides’ people during voodoo rituals. He’s a sort of Pied Piper figure in the video, leading various people ‘hypnotized, almost comatose’ in dance ‘.

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Then the camera pans to Debbie Harry, wearing a cross and Spanish black lace. Her rapturous expression recalls Bernini’s St Teresa of Avila – St Teresa was one of the great writers on rapture and ecstasy in western literature.

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Harry herself was brought up an Episcopalian (‘no incense, no confession’) but seems to identify with St Teresa’s more rhapsodic experience. She said in an interview in 1979 (the year of ‘Rapture’): ‘I really am a mystic. I don’t know where I got it from.’

Harry then walks through a group of figures, frozen, ‘almost comatose – which fits with St Teresa’s description: ‘during the rapture the body is very often as it were dead, perfectly powerless’. The figures come to life when Harry walks among them. The camera then fades to three black women spinning in circles, wearing white 19th-century slave dress. I think this is a reference to Baptist and Methodist shouter cults and circle dances, which flourished in the Americas in the 19th century (and which in some ways were the roots of both Pentecostalism and rock and roll). You can read about them in Ann Taves’ Fits, Trances and Visions

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Although Harry says ‘Rapture, be pure’, we see in the video all the many varieties of rapture, some ‘pure’, some less so. We see various spinning dancers – a Scottish person whirling in a kilt, and a ballet dancer following Baron Samedi.

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And also a lady leading a goat, a reference I guess to more occult or even Satanic raptures. Various members of Blondie were quite into occult rituals in the 70s and their bassist, Gary Lachman, actually became an occult scholar! He wrote books like this:

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Then we see a black guy dressed as an American Indian. This could be a reference to the Ghost Dances of the 19th century. Or it may be a reference to the Village People.

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There’s some other stuff which I’m not quite sure of. Is this guy in the fluffy cravat meant to be a Romantic poet?

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And this guy is some sort of scientific researcher into rapture experiences?

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Not sure what these Parisian sorts represent – French surrealist flaneurs in an urban reverie??

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Anyway, there you go, an interesting little exploration of the varieties of rapturous experience in modern society, and all the different elements – voodoo, Christian ecstasy, Romanticism, Gaelic paganism, the occult and dance – that went into the heady stew of modern rapture known as pop music! Harry said in 1979: ‘ In music the mystical element is definitely there all the time, and one can see it. When it comes to rock and roll, when it comes to any kind of industry, it’s not there. It’s not there. So it’s a battle between the two. Music. Industry. But yet one exists off the other. It’s really weird. Really weird.’ Indeed.

Mihayli Csikszentmihayli on flow and ecstasy

57024_480x360Professor Mihalyi Csikszentmihalyi is one of the world’s best-known psychologists, famous for developing the concept of ‘flow’. Inspired by the creative process of artists and musicians, Csikszentmihalyi spent decades researching the ‘flow’ states of consciousness that people can achieve when they’re totally absorbed in doing what they’re best at. They lose self-consciousness and a sense of time, and ‘zone in’ to their activity, sometimes achieving things that are ‘almost impossible’. I interviewed Csikszentmihalyi over the phone about his latest essay, ‘The Politics of Consciousness’, published in a new collection of essays called Well-Being and Beyond.

JE: You say in your essay that psychology does not yet have an adequate idea of consciousness. What do you mean?

MC: The theory that most psychologists would ascribe to does not take account of the autonomy of consciousness and people’s ability to come up with plans, purpose and motivation that are not inherent. The usual definition of consciousness is that it’s awareness of what is already in the mind. Consciousness is simply a repository or collection of impulses and stimuli that have been experienced by the person. I think the question of what consciousness actually does as an agent, as a director or controller of the mind – that hasn’t been well formulated.

JE: You talk about the politics of consciousness – the social, economic and cultural conditions that allow consciousness to flourish, and you name three essential conditions for that flourishing – freedom, hope and flow.

MC: Yes. For example, if the freedom of consciousness is restricted by political dictatorship or lack of opportunity, then consciousness is itself restricted and has no opportunities to go beyond the direction in which external forces push it.

The collapse of the Soviet Union as a revolution in consciousness

The collapse of the Soviet Union as a revolution in consciousness

That’s why I was saying that the Soviet system corrupts, because eventually people can’t suffer any more the fact they weren’t free to use their energy in ways that are more truth-orientated than people allow them to be. Behavioural psychologists might have predicted that the Soviet system would have successfully re-programmed people into subservient robots. That’s because psychologists were not able to come to terms with the existence of consciousness, which allows people to imagine and choose alternatives to existing reality.

JE: In terms of hope – I suppose for centuries the basis of people’s hope was hope in the afterlife, while for the last 200 years it’s been more hope in humanist progress. Do you think we’re becoming less hopeful about the future because of economic stagnation and the looming prospect of dramatic climate change?

MC: That’s certainly a danger, that as progress falters, that will undermine hope not just for progress but for life itself. I think that is a real problem, and that’s why I hope psychology could begin to help to find reasons for existence and for going on with life that are more reliable than progress.

JE: And your third essential constituent for flourishing consciousness is flow. You say in your essay that if we don’t have outlets for flow, people will look for excitement through things like violence and military adventurism. You mention the Hitler Youth as an example of this. Do you think something similar is happening in Middle Eastern countries, where there’s high youth unemployment and alienation, and the boredom leads to a sort of ‘heroic Jihadism’?

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Young British muslims on a Jihadi boys tour in Syria

MC: Yes definitely. Look also at Africa, which has by now several hundreds of thousands of teenage boys who are given weapons by diamond smugglers and so forth, and for them it’s a great adventure. They remember how in the village they were frightened by attacks from neighbouring gangs, but give them a machine gun and they feel in control and able to ‘live large’, so to speak. That is a danger even under the surface of the supposedly more developed countries. For young men especially, a certain amount of purposeful effort is needed – something that they can work on and try to improve at. At the moment, all the focus is on academic performance in high school, and if you’re not successful in that one domain of cognitive skill, there’s so little to do. That’s why young people become easily seduced into drugs and violence.

JE: In your TED talk, 10 years ago, on flow, you made a link between flow and altered states of consciousness like ecstasy. You quoted a leading American composer, who said that sometimes he finds himself ‘in an ecstatic state where almost you feel like you don’t exist…I have nothing to do with what’s happening. I just sit there and watch in a state of awe and wonderment. And [the music] just flows out of itself.’ I’m researching ecstatic experiences at the moment. Could you talk about about how ecstasy relates to your concept of flow?

MC: When I started studying these altered states in artists and musicians and so forth, the literature on ecstasy was one that resonated very much with what I was learning. But flow is kind of a toned-down ecstasy, something that does have some of the characteristics of ecstasy – feeling that you’re losing yourself in something larger, the sense of time disappears – but flow happens in conditions that are usually rather mundane. Of course they happen also in arts or sports or extreme physical situations, but they can happen washing the dishes or reading a good book or having a conversation. It’s a kind of experience which culminates in ecstasy.

What are the similarities and differences between flow and ecstasy?

What are the similarities and differences between flow and ecstasy?

But the problem with ecstasy is that you can’t programme it, you have to be lucky to be a situation where all conditions are so distinctly awesome that you feel ecstasy. Or you can learn to achieve it through very long periods of training like in Hindu mystical practices. Or you can get a similar sensation by taking drugs, but the thing with the chemical path to ecstasy is that you haven’t done it yourself – it’s an external manipulation of your nervous system. And that doesn’t leave much residue in your consciousness. You don’t feel that you have achieved it, as you do when you get it through yogic techniques or true flow. If you achieve the ecstatic experience through meditation, you feel ‘I can do it’ – you are actively connected to a larger experience.

JE: An interesting difference between the traditional idea of ecstasy and your notion of flow is that, in ecstasy, there’s the idea that your consciousness goes outside of its ordinary parameters, but also that something else comes in – a god, genius, daemon or spirit. This is what Plato called enthusiasm, which means ‘having a god within’. Likewise, in creative inspiration, there’s the idea that some creativity is inspired – it’s a opening up to something, and a spirit going in or communicating through you. Many artists or poets or musicians feel like they are channelling something beyond them. But in flow, the autonomy of the self remains inviolate, self-contained, separate. So it’s a disenchanted definition of ecstasy, in which you never really go beyond the self.

MC: Well, all psychologists can report is what we learn from human behaviour or statements from people who we talk to. There may be all kind of miraculous things in the world that we have no idea about. We’re psychologists, we talk to what happens to people. If you’re talking about people who get flow, you occasionally have that sort of account, but not necessarily – many others don’t say that. For instance, chess players might say that in a really good game, they have the experience where they feel their mind has become part of the Supreme Rationality that exists outside of them in a sort of Platonic way. You feel that pure logic is coming in to your mind. But mostly the people are talking metaphorically or allegorically. They don’t actually believe it. I don’t think I’ve met anyone who actually believes.

JE: You’ve never interviewed an artist or musician who thinks their inspiration is supernatural?

MC: Not that what came into them is a supernatural force, no. But they experience it as ‘wow, I felt I had complete control’ – they explain it as a feeling or experience they had. They didn’t literally believe it was a spirit, not the ones I’ve talked to.

JE: The other big difference with the older idea of ecstasy is that your description of flow very much emphasizes training and mastery and a feeling of competence and control. In ecstatic states, by contrast, there’s traditionally been this idea that the inspired person almost doesn’t know what they’re doing, they’re out of control. It’s not an experience of mastery so much as surrender. But you also talk about the paradox of control – that in flow states there’s both a mastery and a letting go. Can you explain that paradox a bit?

MC: The sense of control is never complete, because otherwise you wouldn’t be in flow. The feeling people have is that, at the moment, they have the possibility of doing things that are really difficult or almost impossible. But they have that feeling only in a conditional sense – they know they could make a mistake. On the other hand, they feel that if they do everything as it should be done, it will work out. In everyday life, you feel even if you do your best something may happen or undo what you are trying to do. When you are in flow, you feel that really you are in control but you also have a responsibility to do what you need to do. You are not worried about anything else, you’re focused and doing your best.

JE: How does your concept of flow feed into the idea in behavioural economics that we have two systems in the brain – a deliberative-conscious system and a more automatic system? Is flow in some ways a side-stepping of the more conscious-deliberative system and an allowing of the automatic system to take over?

MC: So far, the studies that have been done on flow and the brain are few, but they suggest that’s what is happening is ‘transient hypo-frontality‘ – the frontal part of the brain is not interfering with the rest of the brain. The frontal part is usually the one you use to make choices, evaluate options, think about consequences and so forth. That’s the executive part of the brain. What you are using instead are the older parts of the brain, which store patterns of behaviour, for instance if you’re a skiier, the whole set of notions involved in going down the slope, the movements and sequences, they’re all stored in the lower part of the brain. Usually, the lower part of the brain is being controlled or directed by the frontal part of the brain, but in flow, you get to be so good at practicing that if you have this information well practiced, then you can let it go freely.

Here’s my favourite example of transient hypo-frontality – Ayrton Senna’s mystic lap in the 1988 Monaco Grand Prix.

JE: What is the relationship between Positive Psychology and religion? They seem to cover similar areas – virtues, self-control, resilience, gratitude, flow, friendship, awe – but at the same time, Positive Psychology is resolutely naturalistic. Is it a naturalistic alternative to religion?

MC: One distinction we have to make is between religiosity and spirituality. The latter is a non-denominational way of speaking about what religions sometimes do. So for instance, meditation, mindfulness, gratitude, respect and love of nature – all of these things are very much part of Positive Psychology. Spirituality is the basis of religions, the problem with religions is they become institutionalized and the form becomes more important than the substance, and you begin to have to differentiate yourself from other religions which have different forms, even though the substances are the same. Instead of being a spiritual religion, you end up with a religion that’s very much material. That happens to almost all religions, even Buddhism, which has lost a lot of its spirituality through institutionalization.

JE: Is there a risk that, as Positive Psychology becomes adopted by governments, it also becomes institutionalized?

MC: So far it’s been more of a critique of politics. As a critical corrective to politics, it may survive. If it becomes institutionalized in political forms, that would be really bad. I make it clear that I don’t think Positive Psychologists should work for the Army or even good political institutions, because then the spirit gets removed in favour of the structure.

As a last thought, I think one of the reasons for the success of the ‘flow’ concept in wider culture is that it given us a way to talk about altered states of consciousness, and their value, without relying on religious or animistic terminology like ‘ecstatic’ or ‘inspired’. His way of talking about ecstasy also appeals more to the autonomous self of capitalist society – hard-working, self-controlled, diligent, competent. Indeed, flow states are described as moments of supreme control and competence, rather than as a surrender of your ego to something Other. He said in his TED talk that it’s something CEOs can feel when they’re having a great meeting – a sort of executive ecstasy.

By exorcising ecstasy of any spirits, ‘flow’ is in keeping with the great project of modern science, which Barbara Ehrenreich describes as the attempt ‘to crush any notion of powerful nonhuman Others, to establish there are not conscious, subjective beings other than ourselves – no spirits, demons, or gods…Human freedom, knowledge and – let’s be honest – mastery, all depend on shooing out the ghosts and spirits.’ Flow is not just a ‘toned-down form of ecstasy’, it is a completely disenchanted idea of ecstasy, in which the human agent is in fact triumphantly masterful, rather than surrendering to some Other more powerful than it.

Miyazaki and some of his creations

Miyazaki and some of his creations

As an account of what artists think about creative inspiration, it seems to me too narrow and naturalistic. In all his research on creativity, Csikszentmihalyi has really never come across any artist who thinks their inspiration is supernatural? Well, here are some: Ted Hughes, David Lynch, Hayao Miyazaki, TS Eliot, Walt Whitman, Rilke, Goethe, Seamus Heaney, WB Yeats, DH Lawrence, Gerard Manley Hopkins, William Wordsworth, ST Coleridge, John Keats, William Blake, Rumi, John Milton, George Herbert, John Donne, Homer, Sophocles, Pindar, Aeschylus, Schiller, Dante, William Shakespeare, Garcia Lorca…

They all thought their creative inspiration was at least partly supernatural, a gift from the spirit world. I’m sure there are many, many more examples. This is not to say creativity is entirely some unconscious ecstatic process – not at all, it involves a lot of conscious craft and struggle. But for these artists at least, it is also partly a gift from the spirit world.

For many artists, as for mystics, ecstasy is a relationship – it’s a going out, a meeting, a melting, a mingling, a giving and receiving. Positive Psychology wants spirituality without spirits, it wants awe without leaving the confines of the self – but I’m not sure you can have gratitude without a Giver, or ecstasy without a venturing forth. Peeking out of the window of the self is not the same an opening the door and walking out into the night.

I wonder if there’s a sort of institutionalized blindness to the supernatural in psychology – it doesn’t see it, because it can’t see it. Previous generations of psychologists – Carl Jung and William James particularly – had the temerity to see beyond the naturalistic fence of their discipline, and this enabled them to talk about how people actually experience and interpret altered states of consciousness. ‘Flow’ manages to cover some aspects of those experiences – but it’s still a rather toned-down, buttoned-up, lights-on, staying-safe-inside version of ecstasy. Have we become afraid of the dark?

The Scientist and the Stand-Up

TWSDr Tiffany Watt-Smith is a British Academy Postdoctoral Fellow at the Centre for the History of the Emotions and the School of English and Drama, Queen Mary University of London. She is one of the BBC Radio 3 and AHRC New Generation Thinkers for 2014-15. In this post for the History of Emotions Blog, she asks what we can learn about science and emotion from the history of giggling babies….


Babies are a tough crowd. You blow raspberries. You pull faces. And then your hat accidentally falls off, and you get a peel of raspy chuckles.

So imagine if trying to make babies laugh was your job.

‘It’s like being a stand-up comic’ says Dr Caspar Addyman, a psychologist investigating infant laughter at the BabyLab at Birkbeck University of London. Showing me around the basement laboratories, their walls painted grey to create a calm environment, Addyman admits he’s ‘full of glee to be doing this’. Here, Addyman and the parents who volunteer their babies to take part in his experiments, gurn, grin and play peekaboo. The giggles they elicit from their tiny experimental subjects are video recorded for later analysis. Addyman is only at the beginning of his research. He hopes to uncover the links between laughter and learning.

Three-and-a-half month-old baby laughing.

Three-and-a-half month-old baby laughing.

In our happiness-obsessed age, the idea that our emotions, and in particular, joy and delight, affect cognition is hardly new. But the importance of laughter in the early months of life has been little studied. Baby laughter was almost completely ignored by psychologists in the twentieth century. Even in the reams of books on the subject of games and play written by Swiss developmental guru Jean Piaget, the sheer exuberance of giggling babies is eclipsed by talk of curiosity and attention, frustration and rewards.

Just over a hundred years ago, however, baby laughter did arouse the interest of one man, James Sully (1842-1923). Sully was one of the pioneers of the study of mind as a scientific discipline in Britain, and in 1898 was responsible for setting up one of the UK’s first experimental psychological laboratories, at UCL, around the corner from the BabyLab in Bloomsbury. Though fascinated by topics as diverse as the pleasures of listening to music and optical illusions, it was his work in developmental psychology that brought Sully to the attention of the Victorian public. Studies of Childhood, a book Sully compiled from anecdotes sent in by parents, teachers and nursery workers, as well as observations of his own son, became a best-seller when it was published in 1895.

James Sully Essay on LaughterIn one of his subsequent books An Essay on Laughter, published in 1902, Sully expanded his discussion of the significance of laughter in the early years of life. In it, he wondered about the evolutionary purpose of contagious laughing in forging sympathetic bonds between parents and children. Sully also identified different baby laughs – from the ‘sudden glee’ in which ‘the arms flag wing-like or meet in the joyous clap and the whole body jumps’, to the ‘forced laugh’ some children develop in response to a situation they realize they are supposed to find funny.

Sully’s work built on insights by earlier nineteenth-century figures including Charles Darwin and the German psychologist, William Preyer, both of whom had observed their own children. He was also very influenced by the American Millicent Shinn, whose meticulous study of her niece Ruth was published in 1902 as A Year in the Life of a Child. Like them, Sully recognized that scientifically studying childrens’ emotions was a fraught process. Experimenters, who were often the parents themselves, were required to enter into a spirit of gleeful delight, whilst simultaneously recording the responses they witnessed. Darwin played peekaboo with his 110-day old son. Shinn observed her niece becoming excited by ‘the sight of the mother making faces’. Immersed in these playful worlds, the experimenters would be infected by the feelings they witnessed, and as Darwin warned in the Expression of the Emotions in Man and Animals, might imagine responses that weren’t really there.

Addyman’s experiments bypass this problem by splitting the process into two. While he and his fellow researchers play games with the babies, other psychologists are later recruited to analyse videos of the infants’ responses. What he does share with these Victorian experimenters, however, is that his own sense of fun is crucial to the success of the experiments. In the BabyLab, emotions aren’t simply objects of study. The experimenter’s own feelings must be carefully managed as part of the encounter.

Addyman’s comparison of himself to a stand-up is apt. Like a comic, Addyman produces fun on demand and deliberately creates a playful atmosphere. And like any performer, he has half an eye on his audience’s response. Not laughing? Addyman subtly adjusts his performance, or moves on. This is a far cry from the popular perception of scientific laboratories as cool and emotionless spaces. Though there are no scripts, such awareness of the delicate emotional ecosystem of the laboratory brings Addyman very close to the self-consciousness of the stand-up during a gig. Their performances also require them to not simply experience and enact feelings, but monitor their own performance and take their audience’s emotional temperature too.

Recent theorists of humour have turned to neuroscience and evolutionary psychology to try to find a rational basis for why we laugh. In doing so, they give the stamp of cultural authority to the scientist rather than the comedian.

It’s clear, however, that when it comes to trying to find out what tickles us, the lines of influence between science and stand-up run in both directions.


Read more about the Baby Laughter project here (and find out how to contribute to it).

 

 

Vessels of Tears

Clare Whistler is Leverhulme Artist in Residence at the QMUL Centre for the History of the Emotions during 2013-14. Her artistic practice explores elemental forces through collaboration with both people and places. An opera singer, dancer, choreographer and community organiser, Clare strives, in her work, to make visible the subtle connections between disciplines and art forms.

On 7 May 2014 Clare curated a special event entitled ‘Vessels of Tears’ at Queen Mary, bringing together the many elements of her residency, exploring weather, tears, and waterways through music, film, poetry, photography, dance, text, and history. You can download the programme for the evening here. This blog post contains some of the thoughts and poetry she shared on that occasion, including some of the ‘Tear Bottle’ poems created from interviews with researchers at Queen Mary, which also feature in one of Natalie Steed’s podcasts for the project.


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Tear bottles are also known as tear vials, tear catchers, lachrymatories, or unguentaria, and were common in the first centuries AD. They are small tear-shaped bottles were placed as tributes beside tombs, sometimes believed to have held the tears of the mourners.

This first poem is taken from an interview with Dr Paul Roberts in the Roman and Greek Department of the British Museum.

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colossal potteries made tiny bottles
spindle necked, ovoid bodied, long footed
for perfume to anoint the dead
they were buried with their contents
flattening into triangular shapes
though always a long neck
an elongated tear
and a tear
contained

it’s possible
no one can say no

bottles were also bird shaped
break beak or tail to open
shells, shoes, snails
and little boats
even dates in amber
and the heads of gods and men

glass unguentarium
aqua green and yellow
stoppered with cork or wax
the perfume inside expensive
refined not distilled
thousands in a store room

this is  the first century
Bay of Naples
for roses, lilies, violets
from Eygypt and the east
bergamot, cinnamon, cloves
perfumiers  are named on Pompeii’s wall

first find
in an abandoned room
painfully thin and broken
so easily smashed
the wall of the vase
less than a millimetre through
beautiful blue glass
in fragments
grave goods

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For my Tear Bottle project I have interviewed many academics and staff at Queen Mary about their own tears. I then asked them to imagine a receptacle for their tears with these as possibilities: gold or gossamer, dew or music, a kiss or a colour, velvet or cold rain, leaves or books, skin or sea, laughter or food, childhood or…anything at all.

These ‘Found Poems’ have been formed purely from words spoken by the participants.

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my tear bottle is memory
to keep the memory alive within you

it doesn’t have boundaries
or only half-imagined

like a blanket
with a few dark spots

a night sky
but laid out

within and inside
you

to hold on to something
in your memory

in the way only certain bits
come to light

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to be made of music
and capture
the abstract and mysterious

to be made of music
and capture
music emotions

to be made of music
and capture
reliable music tears

and

leaves,branches, blossom
spring leaves
spring branches
spring blossom

like a young child
temporary and Elgar

blossom and branches
white, pink and red
Kentish blossom
white, pink and red

tear bottle 4

I would not like a tear bottle
you shed your tears, get wet

don’t carry your tears
or they go under your skin

feel the tears of pain and joy
it is difficult not to be touched

it is tragic to lose the ability to cry
for survival you need to shed tears

feel the wetness
of what changes when you cry

you are not losing the memory
you come to terms with certain things

tear bottle 10

did anyone else say glass
thin glass
like the stamen of a flower
an amphora teardrop

slightly blue
fragile
it can’t be held
the merest knock and it would break
resiliently vulnerable

the tears are everyone’s
shared stories shared tears
to help each other through the suffering

no stopper or lid
it’s always open

tear bottle 11

( maybe if I cry enough I’ll be empty )

I want a dark
secretive
thick
metal repository

made of dark
rough
unfinished pottery

to hide in the dark
where I can’t see them
my
secret
shame
tears

I want a recyclable repository
for everyday weeping
glass recyclable
test tube recyclable
functional
wouldn’t keep them
they’re recyclable

a pure gold repository
for precious tears

pure gold and clear
chemistry bottle shaped

pure gold tears
for new kids being born

really pure gold
a way to keep and display

to fill an ornate spice rack cabinet
with decorated shelves in beautiful wood

arranged chronologically
I will need more and more

pure gold tears

As part of the Tear Bottle project I gave everyone a tear treasury, a small book filled with tissue paper in which to collect their own tears. There have been some adventures achieving that! It will become A Library of Tears for the Centre for the History of the Emotions.


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“I am the sea”

TD friendship 3Dr Thomas Dixon is Director of the Centre for the History of the Emotions at Queen Mary, University of London. This blog post is the text of a talk he gave at the ‘Vessels of Tears’ event, curated by Leverhulme Artist in Residence Clare Whistler on 7 May 2014. He has previously presented a BBC Radio 3 feature on the cultural history of weeping


 

Clare Whistler’s residency at the Queen Mary Centre for the History of the Emotions was timed to coincide with the completion of my current book project – Weeping Britannia: Portrait of a Nation in Tears.

In these few comments this evening – offered in between two of the gripping and mesmerizing ‘Compass Me’ films – I will think briefly about three aspects of tears – vision, connection, and pain.

While I am working on a portrait of a nation in tears, Clare has, during her residency here, made a portrait of a research centre in tears, even a university in tears – as well as a portrait of water in the natural world – rain, streams, and glaciers.

And it is this duality that I think is so fascinating when it comes to tears as subjects for historical research. A tear is an intellectual thing – as William Blake once wrote. It is a liquid thought. But a tear is also a natural thing – part of the worlds of physiology – of human meteorology – a secretion or a precipitation of the mind.

Watching the ‘Compass Me’ films, we have the experience of seeing the body through water – ancient, historic, water, once a glacier – now part of an extraordinary library. Looking through water is like seeing through tears. Is it distorting or clarifying?John Donne once described tears as ‘false spectacles’. According to the gospel of John, Mary stands outside the empty tomb of Jesus weeping, and mistakes the risen Christ for the gardener. Did her tears of grief obscure her vision? Or did they in fact make possible the vision that led to her recognition of her master a moment later?

After the weeping Mary recognizes Jesus, in John's gospel, he tells her not to touch him - a scene depicted here by Alexander Ivanov.

After the weeping Mary recognizes Jesus, in John’s gospel, he tells her not to touch him – a scene depicted here by Alexander Ivanov.

Seeing Through Tears is the title of one of the most interesting psychological studies of the meaning of weeping. Its author – the psychotherapist Judith Kay Nelson – interprets tears through attachment theory. Nelson’s main point is that tears are not best thought of as expressions of individual emotion, but rather as part of a social system of attachment and care-giving. For her weeping is never a one-person activity – it is about connection. ‘Only connect’, said E. M. Forster. Personal relations are everything. And it is often the moment of connection that brings tears.

But I’d suggest that we take that idea of connection further. It can be a moment of intellectual insight or indeed self-realisation that produces the tear of connection. We can connect with our selves – our past selves, submerged selves, true selves. And that can produce tears. I even think that a moment of aesthetic connection – or a realisation of the harmony between two previously unconnected thoughts or images can be tear-inducing. Only connect.

For me such a connection came watching ‘Compass Me’. Clare’s movements – suggestive of pain – along with her enlarged and sometimes disappearing hands, brought to my mind the story of Shakespeare’s first tragedy, Titus Andronicus.

As well as being a play of astonishing violence, pain, passion and madness, it is a study of tears and loss – the loss of bowels, of heads, of hands, and of life.

I found myself thinking about Titus’s daughter Lavinia – raped and mutilated – her tongue cut out, her hands hewn off – and the madness of grief her suffering caused in her father.

BurtonFor Shakespeare, as for René Descartes in his treatise on the passions, as for Robert Burton in his Anatomy of Melancholy, and as for George Herbert in his religious poetry,tears are part of a connected human and natural world – a world of motion and emotion: a system of humours and fluids.

In Titus Andronicus, Shakespeare identifies tears with all the seasons and all the waterworks of nature:  streams, rivers, and oceans; showers, storms and life-giving rain. The Andronicus weather is foggy, damp, and overcast. (And it’s appropriate we are in the Fogg building this evening.)

Lavinia and Titus at different points refer to their ‘tributary tears’ of mourning, alluding simultaneously to tributes to the dead and to natural rivulets – an image suggesting streams feeding into swelling, larger rivers of collective woe.

As George Herbert wrote:

O Who will give me tears? Come all ye springs,
Dwell in my head & eyes: come clouds, & rain:
My grief hath need of all the wat’ry things,
That nature hath produc’d.

Steams flow into rivers, rivers into the ocean.

Having poured out his woes for the mangled Lavinia, Titus is persuaded by the evil moor Aaron to cut off his own hand as a ransom for the safe return of his sons.

At this desperate, painful moment, Titus depicts his own tears as elemental forces, describing himself as the sea and the earth; Lavinia as the sky, or ‘welkin’, and the wind.

I am the sea; hark, how her sighs do blow!
She is the weeping welkin, I the earth:
Then must my sea be moved with her sighs;
Then must my earth with her continual tears
Become a deluge, overflow’d and drown’d;
For why my bowels cannot hide her woes,
But like a drunkard must I vomit them.

This speech – like the ‘Compass Me’ films – is one of those moments in my research over the past five years that have gripped me and seemed to distil and represent something that captures what it is about tears that makes them such a powerful conduit between the human mind and the natural world.

A tear is an intellectual thing. But it is also natural, watery, meteorological, oceanic.

‘I am the sea’.

In the next scene, Titus is confronted with the two heads of his sons – and his own hand – contemptuously returned to him by a messenger. His brother, Marcus, who has been seeking to moderate Titus’s passions, now gives him permission to rage in grief, but Titus instead lets out a horrible laugh: ‘Ha, ha, ha!’

Marcus protests: ‘Why dost thou laugh? It fits not with this hour.’ Titus replies: ‘Why? I have not another tear to shed.’

Ultimately, Titus kills not only his enemies, but also Lavinia, ‘her for whom my tears have made me blind’

It is when the weeping stops, rather than when it starts, that vision is blinded, that reason departs – and that the stream of life becomes polluted by death. The message of Titus Andronicus is captured, in fact, in a line from one of the ‘Tear Bottle’ poems made by Clare from her interviews during her residency: “it is tragic to lose the ability to cry.”

 


 

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Watery Offerings: Women and Water in the Middle Ages  

Hetta Howes is writing a PhD at Queen Mary, University of London on the subject of water and religious imagery in medieval devotional texts by and for women. She was one of the contributors to the ‘Vessels of Tears’ event on 7 May 2014, curated by Clare Whistler as part of her residency at the Centre for the History of the Emotions.You can listen to Hetta talking about her work as part of the ‘Stream’ podcast made by Natalie SteedIn the blog post below, Hetta reflects on the emotional and religious meanings of water for women in the middle ages.


There is something about water that resists definition. It slips and slides out of our grasp, twisting and turning elusively then pooling into stillness when we least expect it. The initial impulse of Clare Whistler and Charlotte’s Still’s Stream project was an urge to seek out, or return to, a source. Yet on the way to the source they were, inevitably, diverted. Water guided them to elsewhere and held them there, asked them to be still. This, to me, seems to suggest something bigger, almost ineffable. So much of our language reveals a desire to return to a source, to find an origin: ‘let’s go back to the beginning’, ‘where it all began’, ‘this was the catalyst’, ‘this was the moment,’ ‘it was at this point that…’ Yet so often in our search for this beginning, for this origin or source, we are distracted; we take a different path; we find something we didn’t know we were looking for. We believe our impulse is to find a source but perhaps, in actuality, it is something quite different: water seems to be able to describe this feeling where words fail.  My own research on water and tears has often felt much like this: I’m constantly pulled in different directions, side-tracked. But today, I’m going to try and give you a brief insight into the relationship between women and water in the middle ages and how tears became, for them, a watery offering, helping them gain greater access to Christ.

I think it’s fair to say that even today there is a strong association between women and water. Sociologists such as Klaus Theweleit and writers like Ann Carson have tracked this relationship. Nevertheless, it was particularly resonant in the later middle ages, hard-wired into medieval medical and theological theories. It was believed at the time that every human body was made up of four humors: yellow bile, black bile, phlegm and blood. Each humor had an elemental counterpart (water, air, earth and fire) and a healthy body was dependent on their balance. Men and women were partly differentiated by their humoral composition: Women were believed to be slightly more watery and therefore more phlegmatic, whereas men were more hot and dry, associated with fire and a slight excess of yellow bile. This excess of water and phlegm in women was viewed with unease and ambiguity. In contrast, the hot and dry nature of men was generally imagined to be a bit of a bonus.

Water flow c 1380-1450

There are a number of explanations for this belief that women were excessively watery but one of the most influential is menstruation. Once a month, women bled and people did not really know why. It was, everyone knew with certainty, something to do with the curse of Eve, a woman’s punishment and her cross to bear – like childbirth. But beyond that no one was absolutely sure (theories were certainly suggested but usually fell very wide of the mark). What has menstrual blood got to do with water? In the middle ages, it was common belief that all bodily fluids were variants of blood, including water. Thus the monthly purging of watery blood perpetuated the association of women with water, and the idea that women’s bodies were disproportionately moist, even leaking. To give a taste of how menstruation, and therefore this excess of water, was viewed let me offer a few examples of medieval folklore on the matter. Menstrual blood could poison men, particularly their voices. It was polluting, even dangerous. Menopausal women who no longer bled were, somewhat ironically, viewed with particular anxiety. All that blood had to go somewhere, and many thought that it travelled up through the body to leak out of the eyeballs. If a woman in such a state looked upon a child then they could poison, even kill them; this was called ‘the evil eye’. These beliefs were not reserved for old wives’ tales. Isidore of Seville, an eminent and well-respected theologian and encyclopaedist of the tenth century, whose texts and ideas were still very much in currency in the later middle ages, wrote: ‘in the presence of menstruating women, crops do not germinate, wine sours, grass dies, trees lose their fruit, and iron rusts.’ The blood didn’t even need to come into physical contacts with these objects to cause their destruction. The women just had to be nearby.

The Temptation of Eve

The Temptation of Eve

The relationship between women and water was carefully delineated in late medieval medicine, then, but this was not the only factor at play in perpetuating the association. For one thing, women were perceived as changeable and so was water.  Water transforms and can cause transformation in other objects; it twists and turns and changes direction; it becomes ice or it boils; in folklore and legends, such as Ovid’s Metamorphoses (which incidentally enjoyed a revival in the twelfth century), water is frequently the site of change. Hermaphroditus enters the water and is bonded forever with his female pursuer, becoming both male and female. Cyane, in her grief, actually dissolves into water. Women, too, were viewed as changeable. In much medieval literature, be it romance or religious, women are portrayed as inconstant or unfaithful. Ever since Eve’s betrayal in the Garden of Eden it had been understood that women found it difficult to remain constant. On a more practical level, women had a lot more to do with water in everyday life than men. They were the stewards of water. It was their job to fetch and carry water and purify it as best they could, their job to cook, clean and prepare food as well as to keep their families healthy. In many countries today, water is still very much part of a woman’s domain in just this way. In the middle ages, the only members of the community who could perform a baptism other than male priests were midwives, usually well-respected women over fifty years of age.

The association between women and water, from the above examples, seems ambiguous at best, negative and disturbing at worst. However, in much medieval literature and religious practice, this association became surprisingly positive in the late middle ages. Both male and female spiritual writers subverted expectations and recast the water-and-women relationship, allowing women to take steps to reclaim it, helping them use it to their own advantage. Before casting some light on this spiritual trend, it is worth reflecting for a moment on the religious practice of imitatio Christi. This practice involves following the example of Christ, even imitating his behaviour, in order to forge a closer connection with him and to promote affective piety. A Christian might fast, to follow Christ’s example in the wilderness, or they might self-flagellate to understood how he felt during the flogging of the Passion. Increasingly in the later middle ages, particularly the fourteenth century, women were beginning to understand that they could perform imitatio Christi simply by reflecting upon their own femininity. Their body was termed leaking, excessively watery, suffering in its incompleteness. Look at any of the evocative medieval art depicting Christ on the cross, with blood and water flowing from a wound in his side, or sweating blood on the Mount of Olives, and another body suffering, leaking and incomplete will be evident. Historians like Caroline Walker Bynum have taught us to see this connection and to understand that women in the middle ages saw it too, used it to forge a deeper and more personal connection with their God. In the concluding section of this paper I want to share some of the findings in my research so far, which seem to deliberately exploit this relationship between water and women, the female flesh and Christ.

The Crucifixion with St Bridget in Adoration

The Crucifixion with St Bridget in Adoration

One genre of text which I have spent a lot of time with the past two years are Passion narratives or meditations. Passion narratives were sections of spiritual treatises which were often directed at religious women who wanted to enhance their own spiritual experience. They described events from the life and death of Jesus Christ and asked their readers to place themselves at these very scenes. It encouraged them to meditate on these moments, to think about how they would have felt, to imagine how they might have acted and responded as individuals if they had been present. The pains and sufferings of Christ were depicted in excruciating detail to promote affective piety. When reading these texts, specifically those addressed to women, I have noticed that authors frequently turn to water in order to facilitate reader participation, particularly in scenes of the Passion and crucifixion. One particularly important text, in this respect, is St. Aelred of Rievaulx’s letter to his sister, A Rule of Life for a Recluse. This letter, which is really more of a spiritual treatise, was originally written in Latin in the twelfth century but was widely circulated and translated twice into vernacular Middle English, in the late fourteenth and early fifteenth centuries, proving that it reached a much wider audience than Aelred’s sister.

Christine de Pizan reading

Christine de Pizan reading

Throughout the Passion meditation in this text, which is one of the first of its kind, the female reader is urged to connect with Christ, and participate in scenes of his suffering, via the element of water, particularly tears. She is urged in startlingly imperative language – go to him, run to him, quickly, why are you waiting about? – to lick the dust from his weary feet, to wipe away the defiling spit of sneering bystanders with her tears, to cry with grief as she watches his suffering, to wash his feet with her tears and to use those tears to attract his attention if he seems dismissive of her in these meditations. If Christ tries to move his feet away when the reader is imagining washing them, for example, Aelred guides her to:

[s]tand still, nevertheless, steadfastly and pray meekly. Set your eyes on him all spattered with tears, and with deep sighing and piteous crying catch from him what you covet. Wrestle earnestly with your God as Jacob did, for faithfully he will be glad that you overcame him. […] abide there still, and greedily cry to him without ceasing.

Tears, in this way, become a calling card for the female reader, a way of gaining Christ’s attention and his pity. Tears, if they stem from purity of intent, are the one thing Christ cannot turn his back on or ignore – – even if the weeper is a sinner. Throughout the Passion meditation water becomes a peculiarly intimate element of connection between reader and Christ; Mary Magdalene might wash Christ’s feet with ointment, but in these meditations the female reader is allowed to imagine doing so with her own tears. The relationship between women and water is here turned on its head and expressed positively, even triumphantly. The text still functions within the limits of a misogynistic framework, in which a watery association is imposed upon women by male thinkers. Nevertheless, it twists and turns within this framework in order to reach a new understanding of the women/water connection.

It is difficult to come to many firm conclusions when speaking, writing, or thinking about water, which is, by nature, a slippery element and a difficult one to pin down. Nevertheless, I’ve tried in this paper to give a snapshot of a particular use of water and tears in a particular time period and in a particular context. Women in these texts made their watery offerings to Christ in the form of tears and this paper has been my own watery offering to you.


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PODCAST: ‘One Single Tear’ by Kerry Andrew

We are very proud to make available this recording of a new work by composer and performer Kerry Andrew. It is a setting of verses from George Herbert’s poem ‘Praise (III)’, first published in 1633. The piece was commissioned as part of Clare Whister’s residency at the Queen Mary Centre for the History of the Emotions in 2013-14. 


 

Kerry Andrew’s song is a setting of two verses from Praise (III), and features also in Natalie Steed’s podcast ‘One Single Tear’. The full text of the poem is below.

PRAISE (III)

by George Herbert

Lord, I will mean and speak thy praise,
Thy praise alone,
My busie heart shall spin it all my dayes:
And when it stops for want of store,
Then will I wring it with a sigh or grone,
That thou mayst yet have more.

When thou dost favour any action,
It runnes, it flies:
All things concurre to give it a perfection.
That which had but two legs before,
When thou dost blesse, hath twelve: one wheel dost rise
To twentie then, or more.

But when thou dost on businesse blow,
It hangs, it clogs:
Not all the teams of Albion1 in a row
Can hale or draw it out of doore.
Legs are but stumps, and Pharoahs wheels but logs,
And struggling hinders more.

Thousands of things do thee employ
In ruling all
This spacious globe: Angels must have their joy,
Devils their rod, the sea his shore,
The windes their stint: and yet when I did call,
Thou heardst my call, and more.

I have not lost one single tear:
But when mine eyes
Did weep to heav’n, they found a bottle there
(As we have boxes for the poor)
Readie to take them in; yet of a size
That would contain much more.

But after thou hadst slipt a drop
From thy right eye,
(Which there did hang like streamers neare the top
Of some fair church, to show the sore
And bloudie battell which thou once didst trie)
The glass was full and more.

Wherefore I sing. Yet since my heart,
Though press’d, runnes thin;
O that I might some other hearts convert,
And so take up at use good store:
That in thy chest there might be coming in
Both all my praise, and more!


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Is raving a religious experience?

Graham St John has perhaps one of the best jobs in academia. For the last decade, he’s worked as an academic sociologist studying trance music all around the world, from the ‘doofs’ of Australia to the Burning Man festival in the Nevada desert. He also set up and is executive editor of the journal, Dancecult. I interviewed him as part of my research into ecstatic experiences. Although a lot of ‘big minds’ have talked about rave music as an important form of modern ecstasy – including Jonathan Haidt, Charles Taylor and Barbara Ehrenreich – I don’t think many of these thinkers have actually raved. Graham has. Here are his thoughts on the challenges of academic work on trance culture. 

JE: When and how did you get into rave?

GS: Rather late I guess. I had prior exposures in Melbourne but it wasn’t until I found myself at Australia’s alternative lifestyle festival ConFest near the Murray River in the mid-1990s, where there was an impromptu doof (or rave), that I unmoored from dock, became released from the confines of my body and was pressed into the service of the rhythm. That was Easter 1995. Last year, I wove a report on that experience into an article published in Dancecult.

JE: How did you get into exploring rave / psytrance sociologically?

GS: There is a segue to this since the aforementioned doof transpired in “the field” – i.e. at ConFest, which following my first visit for New Year’s Eve 93/94 became the focus of my anthropology doctoral research at Latrobe University. As it turned out, my friends and I (and the whole festival population) were clocked by Goa Trance and other mid-1990s psychedelic electronica, which I didnt know anything about at the time. ConFest featured various “village” areas, camped by a billabong, where up sprung the trancers, one, two, three, hundred. The doof rapidly became a bane of contention with anti-techno adversaries raging against the marauding ravers and their machines. The debacle saw the banning of amplified music at ConFest (I think they later implemented a “silent disco”), and is not unlike disputes and conflicts over EDM in other events like Rainbow Gatherings (where no amplified music is permitted) and Burning Man (which now features large scale sound camps and mutant sound-art armadas). See a story on the ConFest doof, its demise and transmutation on my blog.

In any case, back in the mid 1990s, I had no idea what I was doing, but I joined the torrent of techno ferals making out for the doof village in the backwoods and badlands of ConFest. Was it research? I don’t know, but it sure felt right. Was I the Malinowski of moves? Hardly, but this event opened up a whole new dimension to ethnography that I hadn’t anticipated, and which I was struggling to deal with methodologically.

Researching and writing about festivals – and dance especially – is no easy feat. Not unlike Burning Man, ConFest is a Bermuda Triangle of Research (BTR) which, since 1976, has seen many keen documenters enter with the idea of “doing research” but who, once passing through the gate, become estranged from their original objectives, and may never be sighted again. For me, persistence was its own reward, but it wasn’t until I completed a dog-eared and now largely embarrassing PhD thesis by the end of the 1990s, that I turned to focus on EDM event-cultures. That said, the doofs at ConFest and other Melbourne-based bushdoofs and festivals like Earthcore, and later Rainbow Serpent became frequented destinations over the 1990s and the turn of the millenium, and were a shaping influence. Melbourne has long been psytrance capital, as especially manifest in doofs and festivals, and this sound became fused to my sensorium through countless odysseys into the bush.

 JE: You’re the world expert on the different things that rave means to
 people – but I’m interested to know what it meant to you when you first got into it. And also what it means to you now (do you still rave?)

GS: Well, I don’t stake such claims but I have given raving a lot of thought over the last decade or more, especially as in relation to questions about ontology, meaning and belonging in a world that may otherwise be considered barren of spirit. When everything is on song, and all the conditions are working in your favour, the experience isn’t far removed from that which has been identified as religious in the history and anthropology of religion.

Mos_Tube_Final_1_0If raving is a religious experience, and I feel it can be recognised as such, then this probably accounts for the popularity, no matter the genre, of EDM events, from the fervour of protean movements like proto-disco, acid house, goatrance, early teknivals, to more standardised festivals operated by transnational dance empires. But what do I mean by “religious” here? Is it the kind that offers comfort and assurances in times of crises as wehen grieving over the death of a loved one or during personal misfortune or calamity? I doubt it. What we’re approaching here is the experience that is essentially significant and meaningful in its absence of signification. In peak experiences, I found myself outside of myself. I discovered that I could lose my self, become …. nothing. Be nothing. And I wasn’t alone. It was an absence shared with strangers, random weirdos, eightball weekenders and repetitive beak freaks discovering new ways of laying waste to order, novel strategies of transgressing the normative codes of our upbringing in prolonged outbreaks of irreverent reverence and ravenous expenditure. A holy row whose meaning lay in its undefinability. And while this was an expenditure short of death itself, we were sharing in the prized little death native to the festal, where one grows beyond oneself as one gravitates to the Other, in the company of others othering…

So in the prolonged presence of raving, nothing was everything, an abandonment shared with my neighbours, strangers exchanging sweet nothings, uttering shite and making gestures that were pointless and without currency outside the moment …. but they had purchase inside the vibe, as laughter rippled across the dancefloor, the sun filtered through the branches, and eucalyptus erupted in the breeze.

Was nothing sacred? I might well have nodded in affirmation, but if I’d been captured on film in those moments, I’d probably have looked like a fool.

Foolish or not, I was profoundly affected, unaccustomed as I was to transcendental states otherwise achieved through traditions of prayer, meditation and genuflection. Swept along by an explosive ecstatic social dance form enabled by an assemblage of chemical, digital and other sensory and communications technologies. Our church. And the vibe, the mass.

I grew intrigued by the cultures solidifying out of these vibrant pockets of insignificance, the discommunities mobilising in the service of the vibe; the sounds, crews, tribes, conspiring to augment, prolong, reproduce the vibe next year, or next week. In the Melbourne scene, psytrance was the chief vehicle for this ecstatic movement of weekend societies and more enduring conspiracies.

But how were these cultures and their religious observances to be represented? How was the lived experience of the dancefloor to be textualised? Writing about raving, and indeed writing about dancing, is genuinely difficult enough without the layers of rote sociological discourse retarding expression. Obsessed with how populations are distributed in space, cultural geographers, for example, stumble around in dancescapes where habitues are more accurately dedicated to being spaced-out. The result is often torturous, banal and indigestable.

A Goatrance event from the 1990s

This is no small concern. If you’re not at the helm during peak rave, as a conscious observer of your self, then there may be little to report afterwards. I broached this subject in Global Tribe, a book documenting the cultural history of Goatrance, the event-cultural movement which has, since the mid 1990s, optimised and reoptimised the arts of nothing in festivals that attempt to replicate and condense the seasonal experience of Goa. Total solar eclipse festivals mounted in remote regions worldwide are advanced stages for the performance of nothing in this history, stages that are really quite something. Yes I still rave and these events are among the chief drawcards for me. See my article, inspired by my first such total solar eclipse festival in the south Australia desert in Dec 2002, here.

JE: There’s a line in Midsummer Night’s Dream, that our imagination ‘gives to airy nothing a local habitation and a name’ – this reminds me of raving, how it ties ecstatic / transcendent experiences to a particular place and time – how particular clubs and even particular nights at particular clubs will assume legendary status in ravers’ minds. Could you share your thoughts on the geography / topography of raving?

GS: Anyone whose had a long standing involvement in EDM cultures, grown passionate about a style of music and invested in its scene, who becomes a fan, will likely have experienced a moment of conversion, a threshold, a night, a season, that started the ball rolling. It might have been the first time they were exposed to MDMA at a party, where, gushing uncontrollably, they fell into the arms of strangers who, like them, had no agenda than that of giving it all up for the eternal now. It might have been at a moment where, through a combination of sensory technologies, and with the aid of event design providing a passage outside of time, they’d entered a profoundly altered state bearing the hallmarks of a mystical experience. It might have been a kind of abduction the content of which offers little more to consciousness than the recollection that one was in the presence of the shizzer. Moments unusual in societies where self-control and the logics of goal driven performance management are integral to whether we are considered to have successfully transited to adulthood and become a legitimate citizen. In these liminal breaches of that logic, altered habitues are receptive to new ways of experiencing their bodies, their selves, their fellow humans, their societies. It’s in these liminal moments that they may “lose it” or “get it”, prior identifications are stripped away and breakthroughs are possible; they’re inspired, driven, committed, even if only to recreate that moment, to relive liminality, to revive and refine the vibe over successive events in its weekly, monthly, seasonal recurrence.

Whether in an abandoned warehouse, a re-purposed airfield, a remote forest hinterland, or a non-spatially recurrent event like a total solar eclipse, these moments are imprinted on the psyche like a mother’s face from birth. And since the places where raving hierophanies occur leave a lasting impression, ravers will return to this scene of the sublime. Over years, these places can become sacralised spaces, as any history of signature clubs like the Paradise Garage, The Warehouse, Ministry of Sound, or Berghain would convey. This process of spatial sacralisation can then be found worldwide where it is characterised with different cultural and regional inflections. But since raving emissaries will transpose and reoptimise the original experience in sites elsewhere like the cultural brokers of Goatrance in festivals like Portugul’s Boom and various locations worldwide, we find evidence that the sacred place can be transferred to another physical space. And that’s to say nothing of social media cultures of Facebook which becomes a kind of virtual reunion for old skool heads and compatriots in conversion.

JE: Finally, where do you think EDM culture is going now? is it becoming ever bigger business, or becoming more local and grassroots? Has it perhaps peaked?

GS: Its probably going both ways – today there are enough examples of corporate empire operated EDM festivals, and yet there continues to be a vast underground of independent music and event productions. I’m currently editing a book Weekend Societies: EDM Festivals and Event-Cultures which I expect should illustrate both directions. EDM culture researchers haven’t given a lot of attention to the former trajectory so this will be interesting.

The Sound of Water

Natalie Steed is an audio producer who has created work for the BBC for six years on programmes including Night Waves, Free Thinking, Something Understood, Words and Music, and Soul Music. In 2013 she produced a BBC Radio 3 Sunday Feature, presented by Dr Thomas Dixon, on the cultural history of weeping. In this blog post, introducing three new podcasts (links to which come at the end of the post) she writes about her recent collaboration with Clare Whistler and the Centre for the History of the Emotions. 

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When I was commissioned to create a series of podcasts for QMUL Centre for the History of Emotions, as part of Clare Whistler’s Leverhulme Trust residency, I wanted to explore the themes of the residency: “weather, tears and waterways” as well as reflect the residency itself.

Clare’s embedding in the Centre for the History of Emotions and her interaction with its members and their areas of study offered a fantastic stimulus. As I talked to her, the other artists she collaborates with and the academics at QMUL, it became clear that one of the most important things about the residency was the way it was making new connections and collisions: bringing together people and ideas that might not usually coincide.

Clare’s watery projects dissolved boundaries. She asked historians of emotion to speak about their own feelings, imagine their tear-bottles and to collect their tears. She found ways through the practicalities of arranging permissions, to film in the Jewish Cemetery in QMUL campus for example, and found collaborators researching similar themes within QMUL and beyond through chance meetings and by taking the residency’s reach well beyond the campus to other institutions and people.

I accompanied Clare on some of these extraordinary journeys: up a stream in the Cuckmere Valley, to the storage vaults of the British Museum and into the imaginations of some of the members of the QMUL Centre for the History of Emotions.

I wanted to use this project as a way of experimenting with how audio can capture and illuminate ideas in an academic department context beyond the recorded and broadcast lecture or seminar and to reach for an audience outside the campus. Pleasure, it seemed to me, was important here, not least because of the relish with which the researchers and artists I interviewed spoke about their ideas.

I hope that I have created podcasts that give a taste of Clare’s residency and a sense of some of the ideas she and the Centre for the History of Emotions have been exploring and continue to engage with.

Listen to the podcasts here:

1. Tear Bottles

2. Stream

3. One Single Tear